Now it is only when I am in a new context and meeting new people that I even remember that to some people I don’t immediately look “African American” or “black.” At first when I get some where new, I am actually always surprised that I have to play the above question and answer game multiple times . And no matter who I meet, eventually, they will ask me. And sometimes that gets annoying and I just want to get the explanation out of the way. So I will try to be proactive about it. People ask me, “Vanessa, what time it is?” And I say, “Well, as an African American I believe it is 2 o’clock.” Ok, not really. More like, “Vanessa, do you want to go to a movie?” And I say “Sure, but I’ll probably be the only black person for miles...” To which my new acquaintances just smile. Talking about race is never exactly subtle, but I try. And sometimes I don’t.
Most recently I was out to drinks with some new friends when, yet again, someone asked me about my background. I started to say, “My father is biracial which means…” And then I stopped abruptly. I interrupted the friends chattering near me and gathered them close by, and with a small attentive group, I resumed, “Just so I don’t have to keep repeating myself … My father is biracial which means my grandmother is white and my grandfather was black. And my mother is African American with a light complexion.”
“She’s an albino?” came a questioning voice from the crowd. We erupted in laughter.
“No, stupid, it just means she has a light complexion, like Vanessa,” someone clarified.
And so it goes…
[Please note that this may be the first, but it is certainly not the last time that the topic of race will come up].
Hola chica! You mean you're not Brazilian or Italian or Arabic?
ReplyDeleteIntelligent and considered commentary as always... i shall save these and future thoughts to pass along to my own children/grand children! Thx!
ReplyDeleteYou're Black?! And this whole time i swore you were Indian or Chinese? or Filipino cuz you're cool. ;)
ReplyDeleteWhere's the story about the spa?
ReplyDeleteLook forward to more stories on race...I guess no other black people studying in Hong Kong with ya...oh well, you should throw a fist in the air and say "Black Power."
ReplyDelete